Consciousness can only be now
All the planning is nothing but just a postponement of consciousness, at least at a personal level when you have a history of planning a lot and not actually following up on things. Because it is not an actual organic planning planning but just a diversion to avoid the real task, it would never work. For many of us, it is a constant struggle between consciousness of being in a moment and build something now or trying to build a pattern also known as a habit, and use that pattern to achieve some planned success in future. Most of the time, that trying to build a pattern or a habit thing wins, because consciousness in the present moment is always a difficult choice as most human minds run away from a difficult choice. Reality is often difficult. Trying to do something right now, trying to build something right now is Always difficult. So we wander towards this habit where we try to think of building new patterns or habits or make future promises to ourselves. I’ll do this afte...